Worshiping an Unseen Force

For me it clicked when I realized the ridiculousness of existing only to worship an unseen force. As the wheels began turning I started feeling silly during worship services at church, and that turned into discomfort when I realized that I no longer felt the same as all these other people did about their faith. But, having been raised on this, I tried asking family, friends, and church leaders for answers to the questions I had. When they weren’t able to answer the questions I had and failed to recognize some of the points I had to make (like how God is responsible for sin), I realized then that I no longer believed this stuff.

So, having dropped everything I’d been raised on since a was a little kid, I needed a new way to look at life, existence, etc. and I wasn’t sure what I was doing, but I decided to start out with reading some atheistic views since I was doubting the existence of God. I stumbled across a YouTube channel called TheAtheistVoice, and after watching some of his videos, I realized that I was now an Atheist and there was no turning back. And eventually my searches led me to find this page (www.facebook.com/TheInsanityOfChristianity) which has become one of my top sources for defending my views.

I still have family and friends who are trying to change my mind (and one who thought a demon was in me because I had a debate with him), but I remain firmly grounded in my decision, knowing I saved myself from a life of ridicule, nonsense, and as this page puts it, insanity.